Tribute to Him.....

So, I was watching Glee, film yang udah lama ngga gw nonton karena terlalu sering mengeksploitasi seks di kalangan anak sekolah, which is very UNCOOL for me. Gw kaget liat salah satu episode yang didedikasikan untuk YANG-ADA-DI-ATAS-SANA.

I was literally crying when I watch Mercedes sing 'I Look to You'. Honestly, I've been so lost for the last couples months.

As I lay me down
Heaven hear me now
I’m lost without a cause
After giving it my all

I hate to see myself lost after everything I did. After giving my all....

Winter storms have come
And darkened my sun
After all that I’ve been through
Who on earth can I turn to?

Who else I can believe? Who else who would put faith on me that I can do anything extraordinary? I Don't wanna loose again. I'm so afraid. I'm so scared.

My walls are coming down on me
My rain is falling
Defeat is calling
I need You to set me free
Take me far away from the battle
I need You
Shine on me!

Please.... If You can hear me, Lord. I need You by my side. I look to You, Lord coz' I don't know what to do. I don't know where to get hope. I don't know where to go to. There's no one can save me, but You, Lord.

I look to You,
I look to You
After all my strength is gone
In You I can be strong
I look to You,
I look to You
And when melodies are gone, in You I hear a song
I look to You

Gosh, I can't believe I am still crying now as I listen back to the song again and again.

If you want to download the song, just click HERE